28/12 /06
I never been more depressed in my life, I think. I feel so down, I need to talk to a shrink? I feel so down… I feel alone somehow, where was the once invisible me?
I think I should sleep off… but I need to study. I’m so fed up of my sensitive feeble emotions. It’s been two years now, I think I’m really homesick. I think it’s more like me missing what my life use to be back home. How can such short distance make me feel so sad, what more if I were to go further abroad.
I really want to cry some more. I feel really rejected, I’m deprive of attention from my family now. Just stay somewhere and never come out for the while.
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