I hate to say this but….

i’m in a such off beat mood that maybe in a hypomaniac stage.

3 weeks more but i’m feeling the strain! Bloody hell

mooma and dooda are pestering to come back  =.+  yes yes… will do so after thesis finish i think… i’m kinda fed up here too!

i hate tomorrow- i want to sloth in til the afternoon.

i need a dose of amphetamine! QUICK!!

put aside that…. I must tell loud and clear how much i detest those Facebook causes groups!! I find it totally worthless! By joining, i know people are telling loud and clear what they stand for. But Common bozos, where’s the action?! By joining and doing something about it is proactive! Sitting there and clicking that lazy ass finger and saying “i support” is such a PoppyCock!!!

Don’t get me started on this farking emails that says, by forwarding this email and sending to so-so target i will receive donation from some organization for this trauma blah blah… okie i get it, i feel the pain u got in trauma, but how in anyway i know there is money going to give to you? How do they track it?!!! It’s not i’m cold hearted, it’s just that i don’t have a heart to give to this kind of nonsense.

For the things i cannot see it myself or lay my hands on… forget it! It’s probably a scham and you’re wasting my time. It may seem unkind and uncompassionate… just show me what you got and i lay the goods out!

Depressed agitation indeed.

Hatchet

We  were young, insolent, green eye, capricious, silly nilly, scheming, fools, forgive but not forget, have been wrong and right, had wronged others and all that Jazz.

Part and parcel of testing the waters of life, boundaries, learning what and who you are.

Somewhere down the road of time, each made amends to their mistakes and bury the hatchet somewhere and let the by gone be by gone.

What happens when someone keeps the hatchet? That person will take up the hatchet where ever they go.

Who has done no wrong?
As the Malay proverb goes ” Bumi mana tidak ditimpa hujan?”

And so life goes on and as time fleetingly passes by us, a few of us are more open in perspective of people and living, but some are stuck in the spot of the yester-years.

To thee that i’ve known shortly, ain’t it fanciful of thou to first approach and add me on social sites yet i’ve no stand? It’s obviously superficial to collect friends and yet reserve resentments towards them. There’s a word for it and it’s call hypocrisy (too).

Cinderella and Money

IMPOSSIBLE!
For a plain yellow pumpkin to become a golden carriage
and four white mices turn into white horses.

Money, Money, Money
Must be funny
in a rich man’s world.

Money, Money, Money
Always sunny
in a rich man’s world.

Money makes the world go round
the world go round, the world go round.

Money makes the world go round.
It makes the world go round.

A mark, a yen, a buck or a pound
A buck or a pound, a buck or a pound!
It’s all that makes the world go round!
That clinking-clanking sound!
Can make the world go….

If you happen to be rich, and you feel like a night’s entertainment,
You can pay for a gay escapade.
If you happen to be rich, and alone and you need a companion,
You can ring ting-a-ling for the maid.
If you happen to be rich and you find you are left by your lover,
Tho you moan and you groan quite a lot,
You can take it on the chin,
call a cab and begin to recover on your fourteen carat yacht.

Money makes the world go around,
the world go around, the world go around,
Money makes the world go around,
of that we both are sure.
(Raspberry) On being poor.

When you haven’t any coal in the stove and you freeze in the winter
And you curse to the wind at your fate.
When you haven’t any shoes on your feet and your coat’s thin as paper
And you look thirty pounds underweight,
When you go to get a word of advice from the fat little pastor,
he will tell you to love evermore.
But when hunger comes to rap, rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat, at the window
See how love flies out the door.

For money makes the world go around, the world go around,
the world go around.
Money makes the world go around,
the clinking, clanking sound
of Money, money, money, money,
Money, money, money, money,
Get a little, get a little,
Money, money, money, money,
Mark, a yen, a buck or a pound,
That clinking, clanking clunking sound
is all that makes the world go round,
It makes the world go round.

Today i feel like all those alchemist before me who wants to turn stone in to gold! Just like how Paulo Coelho described in his book. But IMPOSSIBLE!!

The wrong investments made drives a hole in my pockets. ( in disbelieve)

On a more disbelieve note:

Thousands of the Faithful Flock to Island Church to see the Face of Jesus in a Seat Cushion

*click on the link above to view the pic*

If  the same thing happen during the BCE times in Athens, i bet the Greeks will rush to the Greek Temple and claim the picture is the ” Face of Zeus” in the pleats of the temple cushion!

Generosity from the Heart

Charity: generous actions or donations to aid the poor, ill, or helpless; benevolent feeling, esp. toward those in need or in disfavor; a charitable act or work; something given to a person or persons in need; alms

Donation: an act or instance of presenting something as a gift, grant, or contribution; a gift, as to a fund; contribution

Generosity:

1.	readiness or liberality in giving.

2.	freedom from meanness or smallness of mind or character.

3.	a generous act: We thanked him for his many generosities.

4.	largeness or fullness; amplitude.

Society:

1.	an organized group of persons associated together for religious, benevolent, cultural, scientific, political, patriotic, or other purposes.

2.	a body of individuals living as members of a community; community.

There simple words. If anyone who reads it and don’t get it by now, you must be a certified dumb-ass or monetary selfish.

Not so long ago….
I received a letter asking for donations from a society. Firstly, the letter they passed to me was addressed wrongly to. That is a big sore, if you’re not sure, they could just asked or double check with someone who knows better! That i can put aside but the fact that only selected people who are chosen were given the letter.

(i shall give you 1 minute to digest that part)

Firstly, i was awe at why i was one of the selected ones; however i there was this feeling of uneasiness,  something is not right. I could not put a finger on what was the uneasiness about because i believe that sometimes we must give the benefit of the doubt until recently, all suspicion were confirm.

The letters were given to selected people who are “orang-orang kaya” (wealthy people), words spat out from the horse itself with no butter coating!

Now if you ask me what’s wrong, one word: UNFAIR! If this matter was weigh upon the justice scale, it will tip to one side.

Who was the idiot who came out with the idea? Who was the bigger idiot who approve the idea?!!
Blinded by money fools.

Donations given cannot be judge by the amount receive, no amount can be too small. For all donations come from the generosity of the giver. Asking for charity is expecting to receive alms from others generosity, it is not targeting the rich for money with expectations there.

The difference of a society or a well known charity organizer organizing a charity fund or raising funds is:

1) Society cannot be bias when asking for donations. What makes you think the poor will not give any donations or the rich to give some donation?

2) Well Known Charity Organizer are professionals (like the one in KennySia- SCCS )have a target to achieve usually they invite well known celebrities to help them raised funds or they specifically send a email or snail mail to ask some well known wealthy figure for donations.

Student body have no right to determined who is to be selected or not selected to ask for donations. By singling out the rich and the poor is an outcry of DISCRIMINATION! Even in primary school or secondary school, no student were even taunted in such manner when there was the Jagathon Card Money Collection.
People under the student body are equals, everyone should get the letter of asking donation from their parents. If i am a somebody working and sort of wealthy and was approached with such letter, i won’t be taking any offences. However, if anyone begs to differ with me please mail the letter to my parents personally and make sure it’s to addressed properly… even if it is done that way i think i turn the letter to shreds!

I’ve the right mind to turn the letter into ashes but let not put the effort of detailed typing into waste…

Generosity of others comes from the heart, no matter big or small amount it all counts!

Birthdays Presents Deathday

There’s something of birthdays i’m not fond of celebrating. Don’t ask why? It’s just that in a family it turns out there are so many occasions to celebrate and birthdays of family members and yourself. Oh dear… how to come up with the mood for all of it. I’ve known people who celebrate their birthday like there is no tomorrow.
They say:” your bday comes once a year.”
I say:” I have many birthdays to come. Let’s celebrate the next one.”

Some might think it’s weird or it’s sad but it’s neither one of it. If i did something worthwhile on my birthday that is something to celebrate about. Anyway, being in my early twenties there are only a couple of age(s) i want to celebrate, which is when i turn 24 and 25 years old.

24- because this is the year of the rabbit! My year, i celebrate
25- Hurrah!!! Cheers to making it to quarter a century old!

Not many people know… I DISLIKE CAKES from MALANG, ok to be more precise, i don’t chiffon/sponge/butter cakes!
Plus those cakes are full of cream and icing! Fattening and sweet to death! Spare me!
Be creative- a platter of sashimi with candles on rocks my day and night!

Presents. How do you choose presents or gifts for others?
It’s easy to  choose for people you know inside out, it’s even easier to choose for people who are not picky

It’s hard to choose a meaningful gift or something worthwhile.

Being a practical person, number 1: Gifts must be practical! (useful) , 2: it must be meaningful to you to give to others,
3: Receiver must like it, 4: however if you see something you like and want to get it for others, it has to be practical too! No point getting something that is not like. It’s nonsense when someone says :” i’m buying and giving the present! The receiver should accept it whether like it or not.”
Think about it, it’s like giving rubbish to someone.

Deathday only comes by once a year too! I think it should be celebrated! I’m not being morbid! But that’s the day to gather around and think of the good old times that one have with the decease plus appreciate what they have done in life that is good that impacted you, others and the world(haha).

Hence: Death Day should be celebrated with joy instead of tears.