the little green boy

I saw a boy

oh so cute

like a little leprechaun dressed in green pants and lime colour shirt

I saw a boy

oh so cute

chubby and robust

I saw a boy

oh so cute

with dirty blond curled locks

I saw a boy

oh so cute!

Full of joy and wonders in his eyes

I saw a boy

oh so cute

he bounces when he walks

I saw a boy

oh so cute

that i wanted to touch

I saw a boy

oh so cute

but it was only for a tad 2 minutes

and he left me googoo-gaga-ing for the rest of the night.

If it wasn’t for the Satpam who was holding the traffic, i would have just stood there and watch that adorable thing until he disappear from my view. If it wasn’t for Akka who was holding me back, i would have gone over and molested the cheeks of that oh so ‘geram-cute’ looking thing!! Niaaaaa!!!!

UberCUTE!!! Too bad i don’t have pics to back up what i saw!

MLIA

Finally! The only thing i like about Ears, Nose and Throat is learning about the NOSE!!
Rhinitis is something i have everyday. I really really really appreciate those days when i don’t get them, and i  really really really feel the contentment of happiness when i am enjoying deep inhalation without any blockage. That particular moment is somehow therapeutic!

I love Derms! Short for Dermatology. Looking at those pictures makes me cringe in disgust! Yet i still like the subject, because it is one of those see, touch, smell sensory that i can use without having to imagine smaller stuff and it’s mechanism in animation!

I’m in a phase where social obligation is nil. I don’t feel like answering to any social calls that is regarding to dress up. I want to dress down or rather just how i want without being overly perk up with accessories or make up. And so, i don’t expect to see myself attending any big social gatherings next month. I’m game for a Beer at the lounge, Coffee for closures, and meal. Not forgetting a few get aways.

My camera battery totally failed on me! So i’ve no time to browse for those rechargeable double A battery.

The health is getting back on track! mweeheehehehe….
p/s: campus life i miss, is one of those better times, where you are able to meet everyone! Lecturers there are nicer too!
Hospital lecturers are either mean, quirky, or both!!!

Trotting

Fox-Trot is fun! One of the nicest ballroom dance to watch at all times!
I am trotting too, exam + healthy trotting

It would be nice for once, before exams i’m not down with a common cold and sore throat. I feel like yanking the uvula and tonsils out to put it aside, after that bore a hole inside the facial sinus to drain the rhinitis out. Meds are not helping, which is strange.

I highly blame the bloody weather today for being so windy! Making the whole of Malang so dusty that triggered the cytokines to overwork

And so, Jansee finally Officially graduated from Uni! As usualy she bid a teary farewell despite the macho upfront she tried. Getting oldddd….. or senior… that’s not cool! More responsibilities for self, take note. How did time pass so fast?

It will be so nice to have a beach a drive away, and a hoodless car to drive and have BBQ. Sat there was a mini BBQ event, held in ylaine’s place. It was good!! It’s nice to chip in some help here and there and watch the traumatise rabbit seeing some bird meat getting grilled over the BBQ pit. Poor thing. Kudos to the chefs!

Had an uncomfortable day in class. I had to put on face mask to prevent spreading common flu to anyway. But i guess i did manage to spread the virus, because throughout 2nd half the class it i hear sniffles and sneezes. What got me more psychogenic, my friends that was sitting beside me was having a block nose, and it’s very uncomfortable for her to breath through her mouth and that got in to my head to cause more congestion in my nasal. Bummer….
It’s so much less inexpressive to talk by looking at someone’s eyes only and with the rest of the face covered, that does not help when u realise a few curious ones were trying to get a glimpse of what is covered. Felt self-conscious.

I lost my taste buds and have totally no hunger pangs.
Took Procold a local fever,flu,headache product and had a short nap. It did it’s work! I’m better, rested well if t wasn’t for some mozzies to attack the ends of my legs and woke me up.

When one is sick, there’s this feeling of wanting your parents to coddle you. Fuss over you taking meds and having meals, occasionally drop by the room and check on you. Pfft… I don’t have them around to do that for me. Oh well, it is ridiculous that a 4th year medical student still wants to be coddle by their parents because it is way about time that one can nurse themselves back to health. Despite that, i want to be coddle back to health… NIAaaa…

now studies beckons… did anyone knew how hard it is to study Throat, Ears and Nose? So is Ophthalmology. Any Tutor is welcome!

Toodles… trotting from rest back to notes. NERDING!

u think too much

unlike every other normal parents child who will jump with joy and leap in air when their parents and family decides to come visit them… i cringe with invisible frown lines forming on my forehead.

My parents have visited me before, they have…

i think what worries me if whether they will have a good time here, i’ve got to have plans for them…
but mostly i hope the short trip that they want to make here will be worth it for them… if not i’ll be suffering two types of pain!

To deny them to come down here is not right… because besides coming down to see me, they want to see the place i’ve blend in for these years. Further more, i’m not coming back to celebrate CNY  (p/s: i will be back still to do my VISA), which gives them every more reason to want to come down. Dad’s got a friend who he may want to look up for when he is here, since i didn’t have time to search out this person.
I should stop thinking of minute details of how the hols should be like.

I’ve chosen the dates.

The things i do that i see fit

the things i do i see fit
keeps me going

the things i do i see fit
keeps me together

the things i do i see fit
decisions made are base on the level of understanding i have gained

the things i do i see fit
in thoughts or small actions may be unseen to the unobservant

the things i do i see fit
may seem unfitting to thou but it is to me

the things i do i see fit
i did it our of much thoughts and love

the things i do i see fit
if i never do all those, i be a lost somebody out there

the things we do we see fit
is for the people with care
sometimes may seem unfitting
or could be done better
but nevertheless it is something saying more
yet unspoken

Some people out there live for themselves, the many struggles they went through to survive the dog it dog world out there. Yet there are some of us who live for others, or our life seem more meaningful when we do what we see fit for others. The act of love comes through the action, the deeds done. However, it can be unfitting that arguments and misunderstanding happens. If you can hear the unspoken words, you probably know better. But if both understands each other it is better.