calm after a storm

Posted on January 30, 2010


I won’t ask the question “why me?” that has no answer to it nor i want to pinpoint at lady luck that can be kind or a bitch, sure i won’t say GOD it is your fault.

You reap what you sow. However external factors intervenes in the supposedly intended ways. But i find it hard to acknowledge somethings in my life. Ignoring is always a temporary put away.

Disappointment leaves a lump in the throat. It is hard to laugh at the smallest things today or be in merriment spirits that lightens the room. It feels self-punishing.

However it goes… i know i’m entitle to a laugh. Everyone does! Wants to wash down insipid disappointment with palatable satisfaction.


ps: i can breathe easy now after pressing this out.

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